The rains keep pouring down on you. I remember the feeling so well, of the soggy jeans and the sopping heart. How heavy it felt to try and walk through the sluicing muddy paths in the drenched darkness. How you lost your way. Again and again and again. How at times it seemed there was never going to be a break in the fog. The weight of folded over wings heavy on your back.
Dear girl, I see you from here. I know you want clear skies and smooth sailing. You desire directions written in the sky you can easily decipher. Though we often get what we most need please remember it doesn’t always come in the packaging we expect.
You will learn, in circles, over and over and over. You will refine your patience for the answers and become more and more comfortable with the liminal spaces you are floating through. While you feel rushed to figure it all out the universe is gifting you time to BE. Relish the being, the in betweens that you get, in the box of wishes you didn’t know you wished.
It never rains eternally. Some years there is so very much dazzling sun. Where you bask and turn brown with love and nibble bowls of apricots. You can use this space of life however you would like, so choose wisely. Not out of expectations to get it right, but from an open heart and a curious mind ready to play.
When you come far down the time road you won’t wish you had strived more, shoved your desires down, and used your time efficiently. You will be so happy that you chose to fill your life with the energy of truths however they deem to be seen. That you spent your time belly laughing, walking barefoot, growing gardens. Pleased that you let the rains wash away doubts along with directions. That you learned over and over how to enjoy all the intense storms the same way that you embraced the golden sun.
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