The mountains rose as giants reaching their shoulders into the sky I watched in awe out the backseat windows as we drove through hollers covered in swaths of green leaves so thick they were curtains you couldn’t peek behind California had long roads winding over tall hills but they were pale dusty brown and cracked earth dried out dead Here it poured bucketfuls of rain over my head all the time I fell in love with the forest And every shade of olive celadon pine and chartreuse that my eyes were offered It was a land wrecked by poverty Rusted out cars littered the landscape And still the beauty grew up through it Took it over Ate up metal Until only a fender showed That a junk yard had once been there We knew not to climb over the barb wire fence were the bull lived He was erratic and could kill you so we stayed in the pasture where the cows lived Climbing instead to the hay loft and around the pig pen When a car broke free of its tow chain and careened down the steep hill to collide with a mama they opened her up Put the calf on the front porch in a pile of blankets Named her Jenny because I loved her so much I learned how to hay with the boys one time On the back of the baler in the damp we finally sat after hours of moving bales drinking in a giant rainbow over the now mowed field Land shapes us Gifts us its colors textures foods and friends Offers a bounty even if we have nothing else in life West Virginia gave me terrapins creeks in the front yard forests for miles dirt roads with pot holes big enough to swallow your car if you weren’t paying attention That land showed me how rich I wanted to be Plenty of green would forever more define my footpaths Leading me always into the middle of my own mountainous heart
© 2025 Jen Dean
Substack is the home for great culture
Share this post